Love. Sex. and Friendship.

I feel like I’m left out in the middle of the ocean with nothing for weeks now. I’m fighting to survive. Trying to keep warm and stay afloat but, the waves are to strong for me…the waters to cold for me..being alone is too scary…I’m giving up. The first couple of days I would have said “I can do this, someone’s coming.”, but now all I want to do is give up and let my body slowly float to the bottom while my soul says its goodbyes…that’ll be the easier way to just, give up….but something inside of me won’t let me…but that part of me is also starting to give up…everyday that goes by alone, cold, scared, I give up a little more…where’s my life guard when I need em.